by Amy Ivanov in Life

The author recounts her 12-year struggle with infertility, including multiple miscarriages and unsuccessful IVF attempts. After trying egg donation in LA, she receives a text from a stranger calling her "mum." This, along with other perceived signs, fuels her hope. Despite a final failed attempt at pregnancy, a psychic reading reveals a past life as a mother of six, helping her to let go of her desire for motherhood in this life. She finds peace and purpose in her writing and podcast, discovering a new direction after years of heartbreak and uncertainty.