My Baby Died During Delivery: A Mother's Heartbreaking Story

2025-07-27 00:00:24.042

The author shares the story of her son Mo's death during delivery. She describes the surreal golden glow of the days following Mo's death, the unexpected hormonal surge, and the difficult labor experience marked by a dismissive midwife. The discovery of Mo's death was devastating, and the author describes her initial numbness and the difficult decision of whether or not to meet her stillborn son. The decision to meet Mo proved to be a profound moment, allowing for a connection despite the tragedy. The author details the C-section, meeting Mo, and the emotional process of saying goodbye. She reflects on the challenges of grieving, the guilt and self-blame, and the constant reminders of Mo's absence. The author also describes the healing process, the support of friends and family, and the eventual acceptance of Mo's death. She highlights the unexpected humor and moments of joy found in the midst of grief, and concludes by celebrating Mo's life and the enduring love for her son.